Chapter 3: Hunt
BPOV
I
felt absolutely hideous.
I
clutched my stomach as I sank to the bathroom floor. I had hoped,
after almost a whole day without throwing up, that either the Pepto
had done its job or the morning sickness had passed as quickly as it
had come. No such luck.
I’d
been fine after Edward left, dozing off in front of the movie while
Gustavo and Kaure worked. They poked their heads into the living room
as they left; Gustavo simply waved before vanishing, but Kaure
lingered, frowning.
“Everything
ok?” I asked. She looked confused for a moment, then nodded in
understanding.
“Dinner.”
she said. “I leave for you. In... in conzinha.” She gestured
towards the kitchen, seeming unsure if she had said it right. I
understood, and nodded, smiling. “Thank you.”
“De
nada.” she replied, and left.
I
watch the rest of the movie, grateful that she had been kind enough
to bring something. I didn't know if there would be time for Edward
to cook me anything when he got back, and I didn't feel like cooking
myself – but I also didn't want to eat on the plane, no matter how
good the food was in first class.
But,
when I lifted the lid on the fish and onions, the smell that reached
my nose had me racing for the bathroom.
It
wasn't that there was anything wrong with the food, like it had gone
off or something, just that what should have smelled delicious
actually smelled utterly disgusting to me.
To
make matters worse, once I had finished puking my guts up, the baby
started kicking me. Hard. Right in the kidneys.
Ow.
I
wished Edward was here. I only realised now how long he had been
gone; much longer than he said he would be. The sun had been high
when he left; now it was half way to the horizon. I wanted to call
him, but my cell phone was in the bedroom, and I felt too horrible to
move.
I
sat there, slumped on the bathroom floor, too tired to even lift my
head, for what felt like hours. I must have fallen asleep, despite my
discomfort, because the next thing I was aware of was Edward’s
voice, calling my name in a panic.
“Bella?
Bella, where are you?”
I
tried to speak, but my throat was too dry, and I just ended up
coughing. He heard me though, and appeared from nowhere in the
doorway.
“Oh
Bella,” he sighed, and hurried over to me. He propped me up against
him, putting one hand on my damp forehead and the other on my belly.
The baby instantly stopped wriggling and I sighed with relief.
“Are
you alright?” he asked, rubbing my bump softly.
Again,
when I tried to speak I could only cough. He disappeared for half a
second, returning with a glass of water. I took it from him
gratefully and gulped it down. My voice was rough and weak, but at
least I could speak.
“I
was alright until I smelled the food.” I croaked.
“Food?”
I
nodded. “Kaure made me dinner. I only felt sick when I took the
cover off. It was fish, something I’m used to, and it should have
been good but...” I wrinkled my nose.
Edward
frowned. “You were fine this morning... I wonder what changed.”
I
shrugged. I didn't have a clue.
“What
did she eat earlier?” asked an unfamiliar voice. My eyes snapped
up, locking on a figure in the doorway. The beautiful woman was very
obviously a vampire, and not a nice one like the Cullens or Denalis,
judging by her dark red eyes. I shrank back into Edward, one hand
going protectively to my stomach. He seemed perfectly calm
“Scrambled
eggs for breakfast and a cheese and ham omelette for lunch.” he
said, answering the woman's question.
She
nodded sagely. “Pire had this. She could only eat certain roots
without becoming ill. It is... how do you say it? A craving? It is
like any woman has. Very normal.”
I
looked up at Edward, eyes wide. He saw the questions I couldn't voice
aloud and smiled.
“Bella,
this is Huilen. Her sister Pire was in a similar situation to you
about 150 years ago. She died having a little boy, and Huilen agreed
to look after him. He is venomous, and it was his bite that changed
her. They came to help us. They won't hurt you love, I promise.”
I
relaxed – as much as one can do when in the company of a
non-vegetarian vampire – and began to feel cautiously optimistic.
This could work out right after all. I would have my angel baby and
my angel husband, and we would have forever together. I began to
stand, eager to see this 150 year old boy who was like my little
nudger. Edward helped me up, but didn't release me as we walked to
the living room.
A
young man with the same black braided hair as Huilen, but distinctly
darker skin, was sitting on the couch, looking rather out of place,
but not uncomfortable. He looked to be about my age, maybe a little
older – he certainly didn't look like he was 50 years older than
Edward. He regarded us with a shrewd, curious expression, before
settling into a congenial, if slightly menacing, smile.
“Mrs
Cullen, I presume,” he said, standing to greet me. Where Huilen had
a very thick accent that I couldn't quite identify, his was more
subtle, his English more refined. “You have met my aunt, I see,”
he continued. “My name is Nahuel.”
He
held out a hand for me to take, and I shook it gingerly. It was warm
to the touch, like Jacob's.
“Bella.
It's nice to meet you.”
“The
pleasure is all mine.” Nahuel replied smoothly, still smiling.
We
sat down then, and traded questions and answers back and forth.
Huilen wanted to know my symptoms, to compare my development with her
sister's, and Edward had lots of questions for her about how best to
care for me, while I was asking Nahuel all about his life and growth
and anything else I wanted to know about my baby. As we talked, I got
more and more excited... and nervous. Would things really be that way
for me? I wasn't Pire, and Edward wasn't Joham (thank God, he sounded
like a nasty piece of work); would the different combination of genes
change my experience? Would everyone else understand? Would
everything go smoothly? What if there was a problem? What if, what
if?
The
questions spun in my head, over and over in a jumbled mess. The one
question I never asked myself was what would happen if things went
exactly the same as they had
for Pire and Nahuel. I didn't realise I hadn't thought of it until
Nahuel brought it up, during a lull in the conversation.
He frowned at me, evidently perplexed, and said, “You do realise it
will kill you when it is born. You do understand that?”
Edward stiffened at my side. I took his hand in mine and squeezed it
gently.
“Edward won't let that happen.” I said confidently.
Huilen was frowning too. “But how can he? It will rip you open with
its own teeth when it is ready. How can he stop this?”
I shook my head. “His father is a doctor; he will know when it is
fully developed, and I can have a c-section. Edward can hear the
baby's thoughts, which will help no end. If I am in any danger, one
of them will change me.”
Edward freed his hand to wrap his arm around my waist.
“I
will,” he vowed. “I will
never let anything
happen to you.”
I smiled up at him. “I know.” Leaning up, I kissed his marble
cheek softly, then rested my head on his shoulder. He pressed his
lips to my hair, inhaling.
Nahuel watched our exchange with a curious expression, as if he had
never seen anything like it before. Perhaps he hadn't; after all, he
had lived all his life in the forest with only his aunt for company.
He probably didn't even know what romantic love was, much less what
it looked like.
“It
isn't easy,” Edward
sighed. “I've just had a lot of time to get used to it, and I have
the motivation to resist.”
I poked him in the ribs, annoyed that he wasn't telling me things,
and he chuckled.
“They are both wondering how I can be so close to you without
killing you. Nahuel thinks it is easy for me. I was just correcting
his misunderstanding.”
“What could possibly motivate you though?” Nahuel mused aloud.
“My father did not kill the women he seduced because he wanted to
create his 'super race', but that is clearly not your intention, as
you seem to have come across this by accident. So what stopped you to
begin with?”
Edward’s voice was very serious as he answered. “at first, when I
didn't know her, it was the desire to not disgrace my family and my
own morals that held me back. I have been abstaining from human
blood, bar a brief, ill considered interlude, for my entire existence
– since my change in 1918 – so I have built up a fairly good
level of control. On the other hand, Bella smells more delicious to
me than any other human I have ever come across before or since, and
I was very thirsty on the day that we met. It was only the thought of
disappointing my parents, of forcing my siblings to move on when we
were just getting settled, that held me back that first day.”
He shuddered as he remembered, and I began gently stroking his back
with one hand. He relaxed into my touch and breathed in the scent of
my hair again before continuing.
“There was a major turning point in march of this year. I learned
what it feels like to think I’ve lost her, and I will not let
myself feel that kind of pain again – my whole being desperately
avoids it. I live to protect her, to be near her, to love her and
feel her love in return. If it weren't for the need to hunt, I would
never leave her side.”
I began placing butterfly kisses all over Edward’s neck and jaw,
whispering 'I’m here' and 'I love you' every so often. There was no
other sound as our guests absorbed his words. Finally, Huilen spoke.
“You truly are a remarkable pair,” she said. “To think that a
love so strong can exist between a predator and its prey... it
boggles the mind. I have no doubt that this strength you have
together will see you through. Perhaps it will even change you fate.”
She stood then and gestured towards the door. “Come. There is one
more thing that must be done before you return home.”
I frowned, confused, and looked to Edward for an explanation. He was
frowning too, though his expression was more one of consternation
than confusion.
“Is there no other way?” he asked, sounding frustrated.
“I am afraid not. This is what must be done.” Huilen replied.
“What is it Edward?” I asked, wondering what it was in Huilen's
thoughts that had upset him so.
It was she who answered.
“In order for you to continue getting the nutrition you need,the
child will need to be fed as well. Unfortunately, its appetite is
more similar to your husband's than yours. When I brought animals I
had killed to my sister, she did not cook the flesh and eat it, she
drained them dry of their blood. It is a monstrous thing to do, but
there is little alternative – unless you used humans...”
I shuddered, and Edward’s arm tightened.
“I know love,” he murmured, “I know. Are you sure you can do
this?”
I looked up into his pleading golden gaze, saw the agony in it as he
contemplated my answer; for I knew my saying no – and possibly
dyeing – would be as hard for him as if I said yes – and
committing what he viewed as a horrific act.
I turned to Huilen. “It will help the baby?”
She nodded.
“Then I’ll do it.” I said, certain in my conviction. What ever
I had to do to help my baby, I would do it.
Huilen nodded again, and all of us stood up. Nahuel helped Edward
bring the luggage down to the boat, and soon we were speeding away
from Isle Esme, the sea spray flying as Edward pushed the little
craft as fast as it could go.
We pulled up on a deserted beach, and Huilen sprang instantly from
the boat. Edward followed, turning to help me down, and Nahuel landed
in the sand beside me with a soft thump.
“Huilen and I will find something for you love,” Edward
explained, “so that she can show me what to do. Nahuel will stay
here with you. We won't go far.”
He kissed me softly on the lips, then disappeared into the trees with
Huilen. I sighed and sat down on the sand. Nahuel sat down beside me,
keeping a careful distance between us. I remembered Jasper doing the
same thing and smiled.
“Bella?” he asked hesitantly after a moment.
“Hmm?”
“What is it like to have parents?”
I looked at him with wide eyes. “Why do you want to know?”
he shrugged. “I didn't know mine for a long time. And Joham isn't
what I would call a father. I only know my mother at all because of
what aunt Huilen has told me. I just wondered what your mother and
father are like. You don't have to tell me if you feel like I’m
prying.”
I smiled at him. “That's alright. I was just surprised that you
wanted to know.” I paused for a moment, deciding how to continue.
He waited patiently.
“My parents are divorced; they have been for as long as I remember.
I only saw my dad for two weeks in the summer because I lived with my
mom. But I moved in with Dad when I was 17 because Mom remarried and
wanted to travel with her new husband.
“My dad is a police officer – he's the chief in the town where we
live. He's kind and gentle, until he gets angry, then he's scary as
hell. He loves fishing and is utterly devoted to his work. He doesn't
talk a lot, and he doesn't like big emotional displays if he can
avoid them; we're very similar that way. He loves me very much, even
if he doesn't always show it, and he's very protective. We have the
same eyes, but his hair is more curly than mine – what's left of it
anyway. He can't cook to save his life, so I’m kind of worried
about leaving him on his own. I’m going to miss him a lot...” I
trailed off, and there was silence for a moment, broken only by the
waves lapping at the shore and the light wind rustling the trees.
“And your mother?” Nahuel prompted. I smiled.
“Mom is a lot of fun. She's scatter-brained, and she never sticks
to one hobby for more than a few weeks, a month at most. She always
warned me never to make the same mistake she did. 'College first,
marriage and children later,' she said.” I laughed. “So it was
kind of surprising that she took it so well when I told her I was
marrying Edward. I don't know what she'd say about this.” my
hands rested on my stomach.
Nahuel chuckled. “She sounds wonderful. What other things does she
do?”
“She likes to experiment with food, but her creations aren't always
fit for human consumption. She was always more the child than me, I
think, so I’m glad she has my step-dad to take care of her now. She
used to say I was born 35, and I get more middle aged every year. I
look more like her than my dad, only she has shorter hair. She's my
best friend...”
Again, I couldn't finish. Thinking of my parents reminded me that I
would never see them again, for their own good, and that always made
me sad. I tried to swallow the lump in my throat.
“What are their names?” Nahuel asked.
“Renee and Charlie,” I replied, “and my stepfather's name is
Phil. He and my mother live in Florida.”
He was silent for a moment.
“Thank you,” he said after a long pause. “Thank you for telling
me about your family.”
“You're welcome.” I replied.
“You're welcome.” I replied.
At that moment, Huilen and Edward reappeared. Huilen had a long stone
knife in one hand, and Edward was carrying a big stag over one
shoulder by its back legs, resembling a sort of vampiric Santa Claus,
minus the beard. He placed it on the ground in front of me, and I
could see that its neck had been snapped.
Huilen gently pressed her knife to its neck until a stream of bright
red blood welled up around the blade. The scent of it hit my nose,
and I was suddenly salivating. I closed my eyes and inhaled, licking
my lips. I heard the boys chuckle; Edward’s sounded slightly
strained. I didn't open my eyes as Huilen guided my head downwards,
afraid I would freak out, simply opening my mouth a little and
letting her direct me.
As the first drops touched my tongue, I felt a jolt go through me. I
moaned in pleasure and began to suck greedily at the cut on the
animal's neck. Its blood was the most amazing thing I had ever
tasted. I wanted more and more and more. I drank and drank until
there was nothing more to drink and I was forced to break away.
I licked my lips again, trying to get every last drop of the
delicious nectar. I felt a cold pressure against my mouth and opened
my eyes to find Edward gently wiping away what I had missed with his
thumb. I caught it in my mouth as he pulled away, cleaning it
thoroughly.
He growled and yanked his hand back sharply. At first I worried that
I had upset him, but then he swooped in for a kiss so deep I forgot
everything else for a moment.
“That,” he said once he had had enough, “was quite possibly the
sexiest thing I have ever seen in my life. Now I know why Rose and Em
come home from hunting with shredded clothes sometimes.”
I laughed. “You're ridiculous.”
“And you're gorgeous.” he responded, kissing me again.
“And you're gorgeous.” he responded, kissing me again.
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